This post is going to annoy, upset, or piss off almost everyone who reads it. So please make the choice of either reading or not reading this post very carefully. At the outset, let me state that I'm not racist, sexist, or a religious bigot. But I have some extreme libertarian views and some deep rooted cultural insecurities. I really hope the readers will be able to look beyond these flaws of mine.
'Is this just me being sexist or have you noticed that the number of girls smoking has increased dramatically and that of boys has gone down?'
'That seems to be correct, but it is also because we are not used to girls smoking and hence it feels that way much more.'
'You know, that is possibly the worst thing she can do to me when she grows up.'
'What? Smoking? There're many things worse she can do.'
'Like?'
'What if she, and forgive my indiscretion, decides to become a stripper?'
'It's not the most exciting thought ever, but I wouldn't disown her for that. It is socially unacceptable and hence a problem with most folks. I've never really cared about what people think.'
'What if she ends up working for a company like Reliance?'
'As long as it's her choice, I'd be alright with it. But again, not the most pleasant of ideas.'
'See, the reason that these hypothetical possibilities don't bother me much is because in my mind I'm pretty sure that if Nidhi & I do the right things, these situations will never arise.'
'But with things like smoking, we can do everything right, and we still may not be able to do anything about it. This is a complete peer pressure game. And it would just kill me?'
'What if she marries a Muslim?'
'Again, not the most palatable of thoughts, but if it is right for her, I have no business telling her who she can or cannot marry'
'What if she decides to become a Roadie?'
'Roadie or Groupie? Roadie is fine, Groupie is not'
'I meant Groupie. But why is Roadie alright and Groupie not? I'm intrigued.'
'I can distill this entire conversation into a one thought principle. Where her sense of self worth is coming from. Is it intrinsic or through someone else's approval?'
'This is precisely why stripping or Reliance or marrying a someone from another religion is fine but smoking or becoming a groupie will just kill me.'
'Would you ever marry a smoker?'
'No. In fact that is one of the first things I check whenever I meet someone new. But that said, I've seen and done enough to know that when someone has your number, the deal breakers just don't apply. So I'm not sure what I would do.'
'Yes. And the funny part is that these are just chemical reactions in one's brain that just force you to do the stupidest of things. And the tragic part is that the other person may not even be aware of the havoc he or she may be wreaking in your life. This is also one of the things that I worry about for her.'
'What? That she might get her heart broken?'
'No. That she will break many hearts, and will not know how to break them gently, and cause way too much collateral damage.'
'Yes. You need to help her there.'
'Its tough being a Dad.'