Sunday 12 April 2020

Lockdown

We've been sheltering in place for the past three weeks. It has made me feel like an incredibly lousy father. 

Work seems to have taken over my entire life and whatever is left has been taken over by fatigue. 

I have been an absentee father while being physically present.

This is not the work's fault. It is mine. I haven't actively managed the environment or set limits and prioritized Beckett over myself.

I need to help myself break this vicious cycle and take Beckett's next few months just as seriously as I take mine or Ridecell's.